in the first breath of morning air
and the day comes and passes
and no one speaks.
Are they so young, I wonder,
that they cannot remember?
Or is it that they just don’t care?
A lifetime ago I remember a day.
Cold and clear and hard as winter.
November 22.
1963.
I sat at a small desk.
In a now dimmed classroom.
Erasing letters,
Printing carefully,
A fifth-grade spelling test.
The school Principal spoke from the wall
a new-fangled intercom.
He said
The President has been shot.
At recess I walk and walk
to the front of the school
where the flagpole was.
Did the flag still fly?
Late afternoon
I stand by the screen door
of the kitchen porch
and wait for the paper.
What would it say?
That night on the CBS news
I watch a famous newsman
cry.
A grown man.
On national tv.
He wipes his eyes and says
The President is dead.
I am only ten
but somehow I know
my life will never be the same.
And I will never not remember.